4Furious Irish fans felt cheated by him handling a ball and setting up the goal in the crucial 2009 play-off game before going on to win 2-1Credit: AFP

But he told for the first time how he feared for his family, especially model ex-wife Nicole Merry and their daughter Tea, 15, who was four at the time.

Furious Irish fans felt cheated by him handling a ball and setting up the goal in the crucial 2009 play-off game before going on to win 2-1.

Thierry, 43, said: “Am I proud of it? No. Do I get abused by the Irish fans sometimes? Yes I do.

“And it’s hard to take because this is not the type of player I am but when you have a bad instinct or reaction, it’s difficult to explain.

“I can’t explain it because it happens, but this is where it becomes difficult.

“And I’m not saying that for people to say, ‘Oh my God’. No.

“But then after that, the abuse that I got – I received letters, death threats, my daughter had to go to school with a bodyguard for two weeks because I was scared: ‘We know where you live.’

4Henry pictured with his daughter at a football gameCredit: News Group Newspapers Ltd

“I was in Barcelona, don’t get me wrong. But my daughter was still here (in England).

“And I’m not trying to make it sound better than what it is because it happened.

“But the impact that it has on your family sometimes, this is where it becomes difficult.

“Because on something that I didn’t think about doing, it was an instinct reaction, a bad instinct reaction that players do often when they are in and around the ball.

“You extend your arm and it comes out – I’m not saying it is right at all – but it comes out.

4Thierry Henry has said he got a bodyguard to protect his daughter after death threats were madeCredit: Getty Images – Getty

Henry handled twice after appearing to be in an offside position at the free-kick that led to the incident from which he squared for William Gallas to score France’s extra-time goal, which gave them a 2-1 aggregate win and took them to the finals in South Africa.

Afterwards, Henry said: “I am not the ref. The ball hit my hand and, I will be honest, the ball hit my hand. It was a handball.

“What did I say to Richard Dunne? I told him. And he told me the same, you are not the ref.

“That’s why the Irish players didn’t run to me, they ran to the ref.

“You can clearly see the opportunity. [Sébastien] Squillaci went to jump with two Irish players and then the next thing I know, the ball hit my arm, I played it, and the ref allowed it.

“It could have been better to do it in another way but like I said, I am not the ref.”

Looking back on the incident more than a decade later, Henry told ex-Liverpool star Robbie Fowler on his podcast that it was a life-changing moment.

But he defended it as something that happens in the game and claimed that while Lionel Messi was praised for a similar goal, he was seen as “the Devil”.

‘SHAPES YOU’

He said: “I think you go through a moment in life that shapes you.You can’t go back and say, ‘I would have done this.’ I would have been the same person.

“It is what it is and I said it at the time. Remember Stephane Henchoz holding the ball on the line when we played in the final (the 2001 FA Cup final between Liverpool and Arsenal).

“They got a goal kick and Henchoz put his arm out to save the ball.“That’s what you do as a player, sorry, you have that bad reaction, that bad moment where you extend your arm.

“I did not think about it – it happened.

“Was I proud of it? No I wasn’t proud of it – it happened.

“The referee didn’t blow the whistle. I wasn’t proud of it. I’m still not proud of it.

“But things happen in the game, like I said we lost the FA Cup final against Liverpool that night, nobody remembers that Henchoz handballed the ball on the line, pretended to go with his head and pushed it with his hand.

“I didn’t hear anyone crying for Arsenal at the end of the game. Liverpool scored two goals at the end with Michael Owen and I didn’t hear a peep about the handball of Henchoz.

4The Irish Sun’s front page following the infamous handball goalCredit: News Group Newspapers Ltd

“Regardless of what happened, it is what it is – it’s just something that happened in the game.

“It’s a game of football and this is when a game of football goes really far.

“After with all the abuse that I got – whether I deserved it or I didn’t deserve it – it’s still something that happened on the football pitch.

“Maradona. Lionel Messi scored a goal like that against Espanyol for Barcelona with his hand. He scored it. I didn’t hear anyone killing Lionel Messi.

“Anyway, it happened to me. I had to take it. I took it. But was I proud of it? No.